A Smoker's Blog

Well its been a while since I have posted here. During that time I have been "off and on" as far as my cigarette supply has been concerned. I'm currently out of cigarettes again but like I said my cigarette supply has been off and on for the past few months.

I actually managed to find a $10 bill on my way home and I just chalk that up to the law of attraction at work! I couldn't believe that I actually found $10! And of course I used that money to buy cigarettes! (I was actually able to buy 2 packs of cheaper cigarettes with that $10!)

I was a little bummed because I didn't make enough google adsense money during the last few months to get paid. However I will get paid this month because my adsense earnings have rolled over enough for me to be able to get paid this month.

The sad news is that I won't be seeing any of that adsense money until Monday - which I really should be grateful for because I just have to make it through the weekend and then on Monday I will be able to buy me some more cigarettes.

Labels: I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again, My Supply, The Law Of Attraction

Been going through agony over the past few days because I have been out of cigarettes but something recently happened!

Although I wasn't able to get a full pack of cigarettes I was able to "bum" one off of somebody so that at least gave me one cigarette for the day!

My google adsense won't be coming for at least a week and a half but at least then I will be able to buy me some cigarettes and have some for a while.

I'm still hoping and praying for some cigarettes and hopefully I will be able to get some soon!

Labels: Bumming Cigarettes, I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again, My Supply

Well it's been some time since I have been here last! It's been a couple of months now! So I'm currently out of cigarettes again and it is driving me crazy!

I was hoping to get some donations or something but so far - nothing!

My adsense earnings have been quite low lately. I didn't make enough in February to be able to get paid last month and even though my "rolled over" adsense earnings will give me some adsense money later this month - until then I'm currently without cigarettes!

Labels: I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again

Well I definitely have to tell you what happened to me today! It just goes to show you that the law of attraction really works!

While at the library I was still lamenting the fact that I was out of cigarettes! I saw the book, "The Secret" and started to read it.

Basically how the law of attraction works is that you focus your thoughts and feelings on what it is that you do want and in my case what I wanted was some cigarettes! So I focused on that and on the feelings of having cigarettes.

I check my Paypal account and lo and behold someone sent me money to do some work for them! "Wow", this stuff really, really works!

Labels: I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again, My Supply, The Law Of Attraction

Well "woe" is me when I found out today that the price of the cigars have gone up to 99 cents! Thank goodness I had enough money to buy at least one this time! I'm grateful for at least that!

I'm still about 2 weeks away from my Adsense money and I'm still trying to remain positive and hopeful!

I was going pretty good there for about two weeks after I got my Adsense money I was able to buy my brand - Kools and I was so ecstatic!

I was angry that the price of the cigars had gone up but I really have to be thankful that I was at least able to afford that!

Oh if only there were some "free money" lying around!

Labels: Cigars, I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again, My Supply, Paying For Cigarettes

I have smoking some of the cheaper cigarette brands - namely Smokin Joes and I have noticed that these little cigars seem to be made quite differently!

Maybe its just me but it seems as though the quality of the brand has gone down. Even with the more popular cigarette brands it seems that the quality of the cigarette has gone down. It's like they are making cigarettes more cheaply and using a lesser quality of ingredients - but they are still charging the same (or higher) price!

I noticed this today when I was smoking my last few cheaper cigar brand of Smokin Joes. Of course this means that my cigarette supply is almost down to nothing - translation - I am out of cigarettes again! However my Adsense payment is about 10 days away - so at least that is something that I am grateful because that means that I will have cigarette money in less than 2 weeks. But then again that means I have to suffer through the agony of not having any cigarettes any time soon! Of course that makes me countdown my adsense days much more harder.

I see someone had left me a comment (again) about electronic cigarettes but this is still an option that is not for me! I much rather prefer the regular cigarettes than finding out where to buy electronic cigarettes.

I am a plain and normal cigarette smoker through and through - period!



As a side note I also seem to be running out of matches! How ironic becuae I usually have a good supply of them around. I buy lighters of course when I can afford them but usually I'll buy the cheaper lighters and they don't seem to last as long.

Oh well, at least I know that when I buy more cigarettes they will at least give me some matches for free!

So as of now I am out of cigarettes and waiting for my Adsense money to come through but its going to be about 10 days before I actually get it and its driving me crazy!

I really, really have to start making more money!

Labels: Cheaper Brands-Smoking Joes, I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again, My Supply

Yes, that's right I'm out of cigarettes again!

You would think that I would be used to this but really I'm not! As I came to write to this blog today I saw my blog post about the law of attraction and how it helped me to manifest some more cigarettes into my life! So this is something that I'm going to have to work on again so that I can manifest some more cigarettes into my life!

Unfortunately I won't be receiving a payment from Google Adsense this month because I didn't make the $100 minimum needed to get paid. That's alright though because I got a high-paying keyword list from The Adsense Consultant's Blog so that I can increase the amount of money that I earn with the Google Adsense program!

Someone left a comment on my blog about electronic cigarettes and how much they enjoyed them and they also provided a link to a website about electronic cigarettes. However I prefer the real thing!

For a little while I was able to afford buying a few packs of my own favorite brand of cigarettes which is Kools and I just vowed to myself that I would buy my brand of cigarettes instead of settling for cheap cigarettes.

I guess the law of attraction really worked for me for a while as far as my cigarettes were concerned.

For right now I'm without cigarettes and have been since last week! Oh the agony! Since there aren't any free cigarettes that are around or on sale I'm just going to have to agonize on until I can get myself some more cigarettes!

Labels: I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again, My Supply

Here is my latest law of attraction story concerning me, smoking and cigarettes.

I remember posting about howthe law of attraction has worked for me in the past when I tried to “manifest some more cigarettes into my life. I have posted that it has worked but there have been times when I think that I have tried too hard to manifest them.

This time I managed to manifest some money into my life! Here is how it happened:

Of course I wanted more money to come into my life so that I could buy some cigarettes. Guess what happened? Of course you know we are well into the Christmas season - well I was going grocery shopping and saw one one of my neighbors on the bus. She gave me $5 for Christmas! How about that! It was almost like being able to buy free cigarettes! And to make the whole thing even more amazing he actually told me that I should use the money to buy cigarettes“!

With the $5 I was able to buy cheaper cigarettes!

I was thinking so hard of manifesting more cigarettes into my life and this recent experience shows me that the law of attraction is at work and that it does work indeed!

I'm currently out of cigarettes now but you know what I'm doing right? I'm using the law of attraction to manifest more cigarettes (actually an abundance of cigarettes) into my life!

Labels: Cheaper Brands, I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again, My Supply

Well guess what? That's right! I am out of cigarettes again!

I spent my last $6 on my favorite brand of cigarettes which also happens to be one of the most expensive brands of cigarettes - Kools!

I could have gotten a more cheaper brand of cigarette - thus being able to buy two packs instead of one but I just wasn't in the mood for cheap cigarettes! I wanted my brand and I got it! Even though it was just one pack!

I know people buy more cheap cigarettes just so that they will be able to continue to smoke and I myself have bought cheaper brands of cigarettes just so that I would be able to have more than one pack at a time! Cheap cigarettes are a good alternative when you don't have enough money to afford your own favorite brand of cigarettes. And I also know that there are websites where you can buy cheap cigarettes online but I just don't have the nerve to try any of those sites yet - although I do know of a tactic that I could try to make it more safer - but I haven't done that yet.)

Given the choice between buying cheap cigarettes and being able to buy my own favorite brand of cigarettes I chose to buy my favorite brand although they cost more that the cheaper cigarettes.

Sometimes don't you wish that you could get some free cigarettes? I mean I know that is kind of impossible but I did a little checking online and found out that there are over a million websites out there that have to do with free cigarettes! Some of these sites offer free cigarettes, tax free cigarettes and even discount cigarettes. But I'm still not ready to buy cigarettes online - at least not yet!

My google adsense payment has come and gone! My Adsense was smaller than the past few months but I'm grateful that I was able to afford some cheap cigarettes with my google adsense money! My adsense payment for this month doesn't look too good! (It also seems that a lot of google adsense publishers have been earning less money with the Google Adsense program lately - so at least I know that I am not the only one!) I'm keeping my fingers crossed and trying to keep up the faith - you know - never give up hope! Being grateful for what I do have and trying not to focus on what I don't have.

I got a very nice comment from someone when they saw that I blogged about the law of attraction and how I was trying to apply it to my own situation so that I could attract more cigarettes into my life. They didn't berate me or make fun of me - in fact they said that they liked my since of humor and that the way to attract more cigarettes into my life was to think about having the cigarettes and how having them would make me feel.

Of course it doesn't hurt to earn more money on my part! Which is what I am trying to do! I know that there are people who have made millions of dollars online and I'm going to be one of them - this I vow!

So I'm working on attracting more cigarettes (and money) into my life! I think the idea of free cigarettes would be cute but I don't think that there is going to be a government grant program for that! Although I have seen advertisements for places that are doing some kind of study on smokers, smoking and their effects and they even offer compensation ($$$$$$) for some of these studies. I hope NOT to be doing that either!

So here I am without cigarettes again hoping to attract more cigarettes into my life! I'd even settle for the cheap cigarettes just to help keep me going!

Labels: Buying Cigarettes Online, Free Cigarettes, I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again, My Supply, Please Donate To A Worthy Cause

That's right! I am OUT of cigarettes again!

I have been trying to make the law of attraction work for me but I think that I am trying that too hard! About 3 weeks ago I was able to manifest enough money to buy a few packs of cigarettes and I was trying to figure out how I did that so that I could manifest enough money to be able to do it again - but so far nothing! Again, I think that I am trying to hard!

I still have about 2 1/2 weeks before getting my Adsense money - and boy is that a long way off!

I'm trying to remain upbeat and positive about this but those withdrawl symptoms are a bummer!

On a related note it seems that the cigarettes - really they are actually called little cigars - that I used to get for a more cheaper price of about $3 a pack won't be available anymore. The name of the brand was called "Smokin Joes" and the owner of the store where I got them from told me that the cigarette vendor had raised the price so he decided not to get them anymore.

So although its going to be more expensive now I prefer cigarettes over those "little cigars" anyway! So far it seems like the cheapest pack of cigarettes (I mean real cigarettes!) that I can find is a brand called "Maverick". "Kools" are still my favorite brand and "Kools" are my brand of choice though.

Labels: Cheaper Brands, Cheaper Brands-Smoking Joes, I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again, My Supply

So I'm lying down thinking about how I could get some money to buy me some cigarettes and nothing is coming to me yet. So I decide to let the thought go resigning myself to the fact that I would just have to wait until I got my Adsense money.

Then guess what happens? I get an idea as to how I could get a couple of dollars (I thought) right away. I won't tell you what the exact idea was but this is a very good example of the law of attraction at work!

The law of attractions says that what you think about and focus on you will get and since I was thinking of how I could get some more money for cigarettes an idea came to me!

I decided to put this plan in action even though I was having doubts about it working. It actually worked! However I think that since I was trying so hard to make it work that I made it more complicated than it should have been.

This idea gave me enough money to buy a couple of packs of the cheaper brand of cigarettes - but I was grateful for that because being without the cigarettes was making me crazy and it looks as though the universe helped me out!

Now I am a few days away from getting my Adsense money so I'm working on making the law of attraction work for me again!

Labels: Experiences and Musings And Observations, I Am A Smoker, I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again, Please Donate To A Worthy Cause

Yes that's right! I am out of cigarettes again!

I was going pretty good during the beginning of this month but I ran out of cigarettes a few days ago!

There's about $2 in my bank account right now which I can't even withdraw because the $2 is such an odd number. If I had something like maybe $ 7 or $8 - then I could take out $5 and get a pack of cheap cigarettes!

My adsense money won't be coming until the week after next!

My last donation was about a year and a half ago.

I was trying to make the law of attraction work for me again but I think I'm trying too hard! I have posted quite a few times on this blog about how the law of attraction has worked for me in the past when I wanted to manifest some cigarettes. I have been trying to do that again now but I think that I am just trying too hard!

Labels: I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again, My Supply, Please Donate To A Worthy Cause

It seems that cigarettes are going to have more graphic warnings on them. This is because of the government (of course) that is trying to deter people from smoking.

I know that President Obama smokes although he has said that it is something that he is struggling with.

But according to an online article, cigarette labels will now come with more graphic pictures and warnings, I guess in an attempt to get people to stop smoking.

Of course this does not deter me at all! I'm not too anxious to see what these kinds of warnings and pictures will look like but it still isn't going to stop me from smoking!

On another note I am without cigarettes again! My Adsense won't be kicking in until around the 25th of this month (according to The Adsense Consultant so I'm working with the law of attraction to attract more cigarettes into my life!

Graphic Cigarette Warning Lables

Labels: Experiences and Musings And Observations, I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again, In The News

I posted a few times before about how the law of attraction worked for me when I wanted to have more cigarettes. Now that I am out of them again I think that I am trying too hard to manifest more cigarettes for myself!

I did manage to eat breakfast but I think that being without cigarettes is giving me the case of the munchies because I must have had 10 pancakes this morning for breakfast!

I have these little mint candies that I have been sucking on since Friday. And I really must have gained about 5 pounds during this weekend and the weekend is not even over with yet!

My mood is so witchy with a capital B! I'm angry, pissed offed and frustrated!

I have about 2 cents in my bank account which is not enough to buy anything cigarette-related! I have about 15 cents in my Paypal account - again its not enough to buy even the most cheapest pack of cigarettes!

I haven't received any donations lately - hint, hint?

On the good and positive side my Adsense money should be coming sometime in the next few days - which unfortunately is not soon enough for me but should be something that I am very grateful for because I earned this Adsense money by working from home. And as far as I can tell I should consider myself very lucky because it seems that a lot of people that use Adsense don't even make a lot of money doing it.

I think I'm kind of mad at the government too because first when I started smoking cigarettes were much more cheaper and the economy wasn't as bad. Now that we smokers have become addicted to cigarettes the government now decides that smoking is not good for us and keeps trying to think of ways - most notably increasing the prices - to get us to stop smoking!

Well that's not going to happen to me! While it may be more expensive to smoke I am still going to continue to smoke even if I can't afford it - I will just have to wait until I can afford it - which will be when I get my next Adsense check which will be in the next few days.

Until then I am in AGONY!

Labels: Experiences and Musings And Observations, I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again, My Supply, Paying For Cigarettes, Please Donate To A Worthy Cause, Yes I Smoke

Yes I am out of cigarettes again! I just saw my previous blog post about how I made the law of attraction work for me and I am trying to do that again! Sometimes I think that I try too hard and that's why it doesn't work!

Like I said I am out of cigarettes (again) and I'm trying to keep my hopes up! I am anxiously awaiting my Adsense earnings but according to The Adsense Consultant, the soonest I can expect my Adsense payment is sometime next week which means it is going to be torture to get through the weekend! I am loathing it already!

I looked at my Paypal amount and its not enough to buy even the cheapest pack of cigarettes that I can find!

This being without cigarettes is making me feel so bad, angry, frustrated and very, very cranky!

I'm patiently trying to wait until I get my Adsense money but that is at least a few days away!

Oh, the suffering!

I seem to go through this kind of torture the same time every month - especially when I'm out of cigarettes but until I get the money to buy me some more cigarettes - I am definitely going to be in one foul mood!

Labels: I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again, My Supply

and oddly enough I am also out of matches as well!

Oh the torture of not being able to have my supply of cigarettes right now! But those of you who are smokers know what I mean and know the feeling when it comes to being out of cigarettes!

I'm trying to stay positive and keep positive thoughts! I'm also working on making the law of attraction work for me like it has done before in the past. I think that the reason that the law of attraction doesn't work for me sometimes is the fact that I try too hard - but nicotine withdrawl will do that to you!

On the positive side I have about a week before I get my earning from Adsense! Oh how welcomed that will be and I will have enough money to buy at least a few packs of the cheaper cigarettes - I might even buy some more of the cigars that I have had a chance to try out.

I think that when you want something so bad it makes it harder or it takes longer to get which is what I am thinking is happening in my case!

Don't get me wrong though. I have high hopes of becoming a millionaire and being able to afford all the cigarettes (and cigars) that I want! Who knows? I may get a donation. I may get a sale.....I remember one time some money coming to me in one of the most unusual ways which affirms my belief that you never know where money will come from!

So I'm keeping my fingers crossed and trying to hold on to positive thoughts - until I have cigarettes again!

Labels: Cheaper Brands, Cigars, Experiences and Musings And Observations, I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again, My Supply

I am so grateful that I was able to have cigarettes over the July 4th weekend! I was soooo happy and so grateful! My 2 packs of cigarettes lasted me about 3 days and I was so very happy!

Unfortunately I am now out of cigarettes again! I couldn't even afford to buy the cheapest brand that cost $2 a pack!

So for now my cigarette supply is zero! I'm climbing the walls but I still haven't given up hope!

Labels: I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again, My Supply, Please Donate To A Worthy Cause

Well I had less than a $1! And I was hoping that there was something that I could get! I didn't know what but I just kept on hoping!

Turns out that I could buy a cigar for 85 cents! So I bought it and decided to give it a try right away! Actually it looked like a great big, fat marijuana joint but beggars can't be choosers! So I lit it up as soon as I was outside and it did satisfy my nicotine craving. However the cigar was so big that I couldn't finish it all at one time - which was a good thing because at least I would have some for later!

So now I am a confirmed cigar smoker as well!

The cigar really wasn't that bad!

I can't tell you the specific brand of the cigar because I was so anxious to get it that I tore the wrapping off and threw it away. However I'm pretty that this won't be the last time that I buy the cigar so I will post more about it specifically the next time I get it and save the label!



Oh, did I mention? I'm out of cigarettes again!

Adsense won't "kick in" until sometime during the middle of the week after next! So I'm quite in the middle of total agony!

Labels: Cigars, I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again, My Supply

Well I was increasingly running out of cigarettes and worrying about it made me smoke more thus further deleting my supply of cigarettes! Plus I was smoking a cheaper brand called "Smokin Joes" because that was all that I could afford!

This cheaper brand of cigarette - actually it isn't even a cigarette it is called filtered cigars - I used to get because it only cost like $1.60 BUT the price increased to $2.00! But it is still the most cheapest that I can find!

Anyways like I was saying, I was worried so much about increasing my cigarette supply that I started thinking about how I could do that!

I remembered in the past about how the law of attraction worked for me as far as me having cigarettes was concerned so I was working on trying to manifest some more cigarettes into my life! I was thinking about it long and hard - perhaps too hard but I finally managed to get an idea! It wasn't 100% foolproof but it did allow me to buy 2 more packs of the cheaper brand!

So now I'm happily typing away (as you can plainly see) while happily smoking a cigarette - actually it's called cigar!

Labels: Cheaper Brands, Cheaper Brands-Smoking Joes, I Have Cigarettes Again, I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again, Little Cigars, My Supply

Yes, that's right! My current cigarette supply is running very, very low! I'm trying not to get too angry about this though and I'm hoping to manifest some more cigarettes! My ultimate dream would be able to purchase a whole carton of Kool 100's! Hopefully some kind soul (maybe someone who is a smoker too) will donate to me so that I can go out right now and purchase some cigarettes for me to enjoy!

Even though my Adsense earnings help towards me being able to purchase cigarettes, I won't get another Adsense payment until the end of this month and that is like two weeks away! But I thank God for my Adsense because having that income allows me to buy cigarettes for which I am very grateful!

I don't know if the hike in the cigarette prices is meant to discourage people from smoking but I'm not going to be one of them! I enjoy smoking and it relaxes me and helps to ease and relax the stress that I have!

I'm sure any other smoker will tell you the same thing.

And we will continue to smoke for as long as we can!

Labels: Bumming Cigarette Money, Bumming Cigarettes, I Am A Smoker, I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again, My Supply, Please Donate To A Worthy Cause, Yes I Smoke